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Name: Amanda
Birthday: 2/21/1987
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Interests: music, movies, art, love
Occupation: medical records custodian


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Member Since: 6/15/2009

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Monday, November 22, 2010

thinking before bed

We are meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?  The hard part is waiting...


Friday, November 05, 2010

for the weekend

I'm at my parents place for the weekend.  This bad signal is going to kill me!  At least I can study and spend some time with Grace.  :)



Fuck You November

Once again it's November.  I hate this month.  Nothing good has ever come from it for me.  This year will probably be no different.

Good-night


Thursday, November 04, 2010

Halloween 2010

So Halloween this year was full of disappointments.   :(  

No dressing up, no candy, no parties, no phone calls = total disappointment. 

I always seem to get my hopes up just to be let down again.  Don't think I don't think about it.  I know it's not right but isn't most stuff I do wrong.  I know I'll end up with my heart broken again.  It never fails but I have to at least try because I never leave with any regrets. Maybe I should just expect nothing and be grateful for what I get... Hmm, I can't.  I'm too greedy.  I want what I want.  Yes, I'm selfish.  I just want to be loved and cared about by him.  Is that so bad?

I wonder how many times we have to say good-bye before we actually let go. 


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

its been a while

So it has been a while since I wrote anything.  There has been so much on my mind lately.  I keep having repeating dreams.  It's depressing me

Everyone has their own tale of "the one who got away". You know this story... the one where you almost had this wonderful life with a crazy beautiful man and then didn’t.  Instead you have all these other relationships with all these less amazing men and end up regretting the relationships you did and didn’t have and all the hearts you broke in pursuit of happiness.  For a hopeless romantic crazy person like me, these regrets end up being the most important story of your life.

So, does "the one who got away" really exist?  I mean the whole theory.  In my case I would say no.  He's always there...lingering in the shadows.  All good things are worth waiting for. 

It was fate... tragic.



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